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Dear Cocona,
I should have written this a long time ago. I don't know what took me so long. There might not be a point anymore. But I have no idea what's going to happen after everything, so I want to get my feelings out. When I came toWhole Ass this town without you, I was so lonely. I couldn't believe that I could be taken away from you so easily after it took me such a very long time to find you. It was unfair and mean!! The more time I spent here, the happier I was that you weren't here with me. You deserve to be so happy, Cocona. Happier than absolutely anyone else in the whole wide world. And you can't be happy here. I tried very very hard but all that trying just makes my head hurt a lot. And my heart.
There are some super amazing people here who I love very much. I don't love them as much as I love you of course, because you're my favorite!! ♡ But I wish that all the bad things that happened to them would happen to me instead. That's love, right? Wanting to protect people with all of your strength!! They keep telling me that I'm strong. I don't know.
Cocona, there is so much I need to tell you. I hope that I get to. I never got to tell you about Mimi. You were mad, and I don't know what I'll do if the last memory I have of you is when you're upset with me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry and I'll explain when I see you again, I promise. I wasn't lying. You're not a replacement. I love you, I love you, I love love love you.
It's funny because you probably won't get this, or maybe I didn't need to write it at all. But talking to you always makes me feel so much better! I don't know if I feel better or not right now but a lot of stuff happened tonight so it might take a while for any of us to be better. I'll keep doing my best though. For you and for everyone here.
♡♡♡♡♡♡, Papika
I should have written this a long time ago. I don't know what took me so long. There might not be a point anymore. But I have no idea what's going to happen after everything, so I want to get my feelings out. When I came to
There are some super amazing people here who I love very much. I don't love them as much as I love you of course, because you're my favorite!! ♡ But I wish that all the bad things that happened to them would happen to me instead. That's love, right? Wanting to protect people with all of your strength!! They keep telling me that I'm strong. I don't know.
Cocona, there is so much I need to tell you. I hope that I get to. I never got to tell you about Mimi. You were mad, and I don't know what I'll do if the last memory I have of you is when you're upset with me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry and I'll explain when I see you again, I promise. I wasn't lying. You're not a replacement. I love you, I love you, I love love love you.
It's funny because you probably won't get this, or maybe I didn't need to write it at all. But talking to you always makes me feel so much better! I don't know if I feel better or not right now but a lot of stuff happened tonight so it might take a while for any of us to be better. I'll keep doing my best though. For you and for everyone here.
♡♡♡♡♡♡, Papika