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Dear Banhamsterdance,
Just kidding! Barnham. I needed to say some things, and I know that I can get super confusing sometimes when I talk! So I thought that writing it to you would be easier. I love you lots, you know? I never had a dad, and I never really wanted one before. But I think that if I did have one, I'd like him to be like you.
You're a very strong person and you put a lot on your shoulders. I worry a lot about you! The longer the game went, the more obvious it got that it was really wearing on you a lot. I didn't really know how much it was until the night Damian killed me. It's sad. You didn't have to do all of that by yourself, because the more you did it the worse you were going to feel. I'm sure you feel really bad right now. You don't deserve that.
I told you that sometimes good people do bad things, just like how sometimes bad people do good things. It gets really fuzzy with stuff like that? You're definitely a good person. You're very brave and nice and you helped me a lot during our time here. I'm just very sorry that I couldn't help you more. I know that you didn't share how you were feeling. You probably didn't want to worry anyone else, but we still worried a lot anyway. What's the thing people say? No man is a... Ireland? Island! It's too late but, but I'm happy that you depended on Damian and Percy in the end.
You're a warrior too. Please don't give up! You're very important to lots of people. And me.
Love, Papika!
Just kidding! Barnham. I needed to say some things, and I know that I can get super confusing sometimes when I talk! So I thought that writing it to you would be easier. I love you lots, you know? I never had a dad, and I never really wanted one before. But I think that if I did have one, I'd like him to be like you.
You're a very strong person and you put a lot on your shoulders. I worry a lot about you! The longer the game went, the more obvious it got that it was really wearing on you a lot. I didn't really know how much it was until the night Damian killed me. It's sad. You didn't have to do all of that by yourself, because the more you did it the worse you were going to feel. I'm sure you feel really bad right now. You don't deserve that.
I told you that sometimes good people do bad things, just like how sometimes bad people do good things. It gets really fuzzy with stuff like that? You're definitely a good person. You're very brave and nice and you helped me a lot during our time here. I'm just very sorry that I couldn't help you more. I know that you didn't share how you were feeling. You probably didn't want to worry anyone else, but we still worried a lot anyway. What's the thing people say? No man is a... Ireland? Island! It's too late but, but I'm happy that you depended on Damian and Percy in the end.
You're a warrior too. Please don't give up! You're very important to lots of people. And me.
Love, Papika!